Unconditional Love

I really don't know why I started a blog. It was mostly to follow other blogs I liked easily. I am not a writer & will never claim to have a talent for it.


I have for most of my adult life been very spiritual. To me spirituality is about "feeling" the flow of life & saying yes to it. I am very intuitive naturally. I have a natural ability to feel energy, sometimes to my own detriment.


The past yr of my life I have grown by leaps & bounds. It all started by my need to learn about unconditional love. I always felt that I lacked compassion to others. I wanted to love & care for others w/o any conditions. Everyday I asked to be shown, I carried a prehnite stone around b/c it is the stone for unconditional love. I looked at people & always kept myself open for any idle chit-chat a stranger might want to partake in.


I now know that you should always be careful what you ask, for it will always come true. Those that we are the closest to you are our teachers. So why was it so shocking to me when my SO was questioning being w/me? Why did it hurt so bad to find out that he was seeing someone else? It's b/c we humans grow the most when our world feels that it is crashing down around us. Unfortunately, when there is a desire so strongly to learn as I had it takes several kicks in the rear. I'll spare all the details of my life turning upside down. I had to learn to be my own eye of the storm. Besides,the details to our growth aren't always as important as the outcome.

My outcome is that I can truely love him for who he is, not who I want him to be. And being able to love the person I've loved the most at an unconditional level opens up my heart to love others at an unconditional level.

An old chapter in our life ended, but a new chapter has opened. A chapter full of love & spiritual growth!