The Right Decision

Some days I often contemplate my life & where I am in it.  I wonder about different decisions I have made over the last few yrs.  I think were these decisions correct, should I have chosen differently.  Early this morning I woke upset asking for guidance on decisions I should make.  I wanted the correct answer.  Then finally the answer came.  It is something I had known all along, but really came to terms with it this morning.  In reality there is NO right decision on anything.  Only our judgements say it is right or wrong.  Of course we should pick the decision that doesn't make us miserable, but we also choose to feel miserable.  I don't need a correct answer, only guidance & a small glimpse of road ahead of me.  My instincts tell me which path to go & then I choose to be happy or sad about my choice.  And really why should I allow my decision, the one I feel so passionately is the right one, why should I allow it to make me sad?  Instead I should be firm that I am happy & love this decision I have made.  I am here for others, to serve them, love them & not judge their behaviors or choices.  They, too, don't judge their choices as wrong so neither should I.  I decided a long time ago to serve my life un-selfishly & to really serve my life for others.  It is a difficult road for me because my natural habit is one of selfishness.  That is ok though because I would rather drive the spiritual path for myself & others!  So next time you have a decision to make remember first that each choice is correct & are you choosing for your own selfishness or are you choosing for the benefit of others.  That is the real choice!